Inconsiderate me.

Dear Rosemary,
I'd like to fade away, so wipe the me away from your diary.
suicide whispers, in my ear and it happens a lot around here.
when I said, before our sleep not to wake me if you left.
well I'm awake and your not here and I'm better off dead.
this is my last love letter to you.
It's not a stunt, I'm well aware were through. When you think of me, remember better times.
Cause I've grown to be quite selfish when i cry.
Inconsiderate me...
"Sitting at home for the afternoon, don't wanna go outside. Sick of sun soaked concrete streets, close the blinds id rather hide, because the ghost in me is out of key from never keeping love. Sick of pale white bedroom sheets, close your eyes so i can die..."
you were my spine, my crutch, my breathe, my sight, my life, my death, my all.
You were my hope, my fear, my love, my fear, my love, my fear, my fall.
I can't do this without you.
I've tried, I cant, I'm gone,
Sincerely yours...