A FEW DAYS DIFFERENCE.

I WANTED TO POST THIS ON THURSDAY BUT MY INTERNET WOULDN'T WORK

my eyes are red and watery, continuous rubbing isn't helping.
My lungs are shit.
My brain hurts.

It's time I stopped, stop the bullshit, stop everything I need to stop.
No more procrastination.
One full day without.

I just want to be happy.
I get a 20 minute window every now and then.

BUT...

RIGHT NOW I FEEL PRETTY FUCKING GOOD.


My eyes are good, my lungs feel great and my head doesn't hurt.
I stopped procrastinating and I'm feeling happier.
A few improvements need to be made but for the most part I'm doing okay.
I still love the 20 minute windows though. I got my first car yesterday and I'm so fucking excited, I know this is something you're supposed to get excited about at 16/17 but I've never been in the position to own my own car, well I guess I have been and I just had different priorities. This car in particular was owned by my great grandfather who recently passed away that being the reason that I own it now.
My job still sucks though and when I think about it I feel sad, hopefully better days will arrive soon.
Saturday I was a mess and I'm sorry Ashlee, I hope I was entertaining enough for you.